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HEY i GOTS A NEW XANGA SITE. I MESSED UP MY OLD ONE
ITS :makemebelieveinyou_07 subscribe to me plzzzzz ALICIA | |
Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever! Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u! You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby! Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u* Well damn today at school wasn't nothing fun, seriously. Well me and Hannah talked finally about this whole drama shit. Oh YEAH SARA, I AM SO ASHAMED of YOU well yeah Me and @$&*%! are still not talking and I think that fucking hilerious lol. cause its fuckin BS DRAMA, seriously. I am not too worried about it. Cause she needs to grow the fuck up. Cause I haven't said shit to her and I dont need her little mouth running every 5 minutes about how I broke her and her ex boyfriend up. Well right now. I am still thinking about JR!!!! HE does make me happy, but DEVIN is the BONUS. Right not just being torn into 2 pieces really really sucks ass. I dunno maybe Something will slap me in the FUCKIN face to make me believe that something is suppose to be right between me and someone. TAKE MY QUIZZZZ WOULD YOU... [_] go out with me? [_] let me take you out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere yess [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere yeah [_] help me with homework? [_] let me tickle you? [_] borrow a pair of my underwear if yours for some reason got ruined [_] hang out with me?
[_] think im hot? [_] want to cuddle wit me? [_] want to hook up with me? [_] friends? [_] in a relationship? [_] gonna have kid? well yeah that is it for now Loves my ppl alicia | |
Love is so freakin blind sometimes. I let somebody walk into my life and someone walk out of my life. I don't know which is worse YET, BUT i dunno just the world is spinning. friday was a great night and saturday sucked balls but I still had my amanda here. Well in good new JR is stayin in town to talk to me and work some things out with each other. I dunno just when I still get around him I get that butterfly feeling. Like that chemistry is still there, but I know that I working on a good relationship with Devin, He is a really really nice guy and all, but sometimes I wonder if I am giving him the short end of the stick. hopefully jr and I try to figure this damn thing out
update:::::: I think I just threw someone out of my life, cause he was tryin to accuse me of everything. When he was just in the wrong as anyone else. I dunno. Maybe things will change, but yeah I think seriously. I really like Devin and Devin is really awesome to be around and gives me what I want. I dunno he makes me smile and I haven't smiled in a long time. I dunno just makes me laugh all the time. I was sitting down one day (tuesday) and I realise that JR has no love for me anymore. I dunno just he fights me all the time. I miss him though, but I can't make things right, just not yet. Cause he and I are not the same ppl we were a long time ago. but that doesn't mean I do not love him, seriously. He is a great person. I hope he realises some things
i want a boy that i can be myself around.. that i can goof off in front of;; that i can ask stupid questions and not be laughed at,i want a boy who would drive out of his way to get me, and when we don`t even leave together, he wouldnt care because he at least got to see me. i want a boy that i couldnt get mad at,that i couldn`t even pretend i was mad at because he would make me smile everytime. i want a boy that would be there for me no matter what.But i had a boy that i could be my total, ditzy self in front of and not be afraid of what he thought. i had a boy that would drive on freaking e m p t y to be with me. i had a boy & i couldn`t get mad at him. not once. i couldn`t even pretend, because, he would look at me and i`d fall for him all over. i had a boy that was there for me.. anytime. now i miss that boy with all there is left. there won`t be another boy like him. that would just want to hang out with me everyday. i miss that boy that was impossible to be mad at. whose smile would keep me wanting more. i am in love with this boy. Even though I meant him not to long ago! Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever! Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u! You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby! Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u*
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GUESS WHAT EVERYONE DANIELLE HAD HER BABY!!!!!
For all my LADIES
Guess what yall. I am so excited. I love my best friends in the whole wide world. Shit things are starting to turn around for me. I love yall peeps who has been there for me through everything. Oh yeah forget JR, he can kiss my little mexican ass for all I care, cause yeah he says he loves me one min and the nexts he calling me a bitch, what the fuck? I learned something new today!!! ALWAYS REMEBER WHO UR FRIENDS ARE AND WHO YOUR ARE REPRESENTING, and THAT IS SO FREAKIN TRUE!!!! Well to all my FELLOWS I loves yall and thanks to my good friends (u know who u are) I am gonna go to a bomb fire tomorrow night and hang out with all my girls and guy friends and get the PARTY STARTED AND I WILL HAVE PICTURES FROM THAT !!!! LOL ALEX IS THE BEST!!!! LOVES YA alicia bear
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ITS PARTY TIME!! Kristen Kappel is my HERO SARAH HESKET (OPPS) lol I spelled it wrong, IS MY PARTNER IN CRIME!!! CHEERLEADERS RULE THE SCHOOL AND THE BOY FOOTBALL PLAYERS SUCK LOL NOT
I think I found someone that will actually freakin be the one I need to help me through everything. He gives me so much freakin comfort. He is sweet with everything that he does for me. I dunno just He makes me smile like none other. I dunno I think I am falling in love but its too soon. cause I just left JR and I know I miss him but I dunno just I don't want to be apart of that game anymore. He makes me cry everytime I think of him. Then on top of that. I have so many things going on with my life. I might be loosing my mind now. I wish things would be different seriously. I want my life back and the things I need in life back, that will never happen though someone once told "love comes in every color, shape or size, but that person will always be there for you when u need him most alicia | |