| | Love is so freakin blind sometimes. I let somebody walk into my life and someone walk out of my life. I don't know which is worse YET, BUT i dunno just the world is spinning. friday was a great night and saturday sucked balls but I still had my amanda here.
Well in good new JR is stayin in town to talk to me and work some things out with each other. I dunno just when I still get around him I get that butterfly feeling. Like that chemistry is still there, but I know that I working on a good relationship with Devin, He is a really really nice guy and all, but sometimes I wonder if I am giving him the short end of the stick. hopefully jr and I try to figure this damn thing out
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I think I just threw someone out of my life, cause he was tryin to accuse me of everything. When he was just in the wrong as anyone else. I dunno. Maybe things will change, but yeah I think seriously. I really like Devin and Devin is really awesome to be around and gives me what I want. I dunno he makes me smile and I haven't smiled in a long time. I dunno just makes me laugh all the time.
I was sitting down one day (tuesday) and I realise that JR has no love for me anymore. I dunno just he fights me all the time. I miss him though, but I can't make things right, just not yet. Cause he and I are not the same ppl we were a long time ago. but that doesn't mean I do not love him, seriously. He is a great person. I hope he realises some things
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i want a boy that i can be myself around.. that i can goof off in front of;; that i can ask stupid questions and not be laughed at,i want a boy who would drive out of his way to get me, and when we don`t even leave together, he wouldnt care because he at least got to see me. i want a boy that i couldnt get mad at,that i couldn`t even pretend i was mad at because he would make me smile everytime. i want a boy that would be there for me no matter what.But i had a boy that i could be my total, ditzy self in front of and not be afraid of what he thought. i had a boy that would drive on freaking e m p t y to be with me. i had a boy & i couldn`t get mad at him. not once. i couldn`t even pretend, because, he would look at me and i`d fall for him all over. i had a boy that was there for me.. anytime. now i miss that boy with all there is left. there won`t be another boy like him. that would just want to hang out with me everyday. i miss that boy that was impossible to be mad at. whose smile would keep me wanting more. i am in love with this boy. Even though I meant him not to long ago!
Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever! Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u! You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby! Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u*
alicia bear |
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